Thoughts...


5 February 2009
The whirlpool of thoughts that were haunting me throughout these holidays was strikingly strong and it made me think about a lot of things and about the relationships I’ve been in, and the future relationships I’ll be in too. Not only did positive thoughts come drowning my head, but most of them were negative, some of them were sheer fears which I had no idea how to face. They were absorbing my energy, my will and my everything. There was nothing I could think of besides them. I would say I still am having those thoughts but I blame my lack of outdoor activities during this time. It’s to say, time just came in excess for me and thinking about the things I was and am living were my main activities.
Even though I used my time to translate, I still had those thoughts running through my head and they wouldn’t leave, which made me no good at all. I was distracted and it made me think of the things that I could do were I not worried about petty stuff.


5 March 2009
And there comes a time in which you do not know what is right and what is wrong. Sometimes you make huge mistakes which you do or do not regret. It is always a matter of how self-conscious you are of the things that you have done and the things you have not. My last entries have all been about one subject that I have tried to keep in secret, and I guess it will remain like that for a very long time yet. There are few people in whom you can trust your thoughts and feelings and definitely a blog is not the best place to spread your thoughts, let alone your deepest feelings. I am kind of fed up with myself because I have not learned to control my feelings and it is as if they controlled me.

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